Yes, I am soap opera waiting to be broadcast!
Hello. today is my first official day starting my blog. Yeah and i know alot of people are going to read tis and think that i am damn near the most dramatic 20 year old that lived on the face of the earth, but..... isnt that what blogs are for !
Anywho.. a lil about me. I a a 20 year old college student that live in the wonderful(i say that loosely!) and exciting city of philadelphia. I have been raised here in the city of brotherly hate and for those who live in philly u know philly is not filled woth love but with haters and very aggressive and ultra dramatic people. Anyway topic of todays blog: The reason i am so damn pissed!
Have you ever just looked at your surroundings and knew that something was wrong with it. I come from a middle class home, very well educated parents but yet i feel i am still amoung a bunch of dumbasses. lol! I mean i cant understand how such intelligent people are so incapable of seeing that thier family is so fucked up! Take me for example i may come off as this super happy person that only sees clouds and rainbows and shit.... but for real i am dying to just go somewhere else and just start over never to be known as my identity that i am today.
This summer has been a summer of all summers, i have been in love twice .. yes twice in a matter of 4 months i have loved and i have lost. Whoever said love is blind really understated it.
I first dated this guy (who shall rename nameles) He was everything i thought i wanted. Nice , smart with the poetry that would make any girl give it up on the first date if allowed! I assumed that my emotions for him was real and genuine and that he felt the same, being that the first date we had sex, i swore that was like the icing you know. people say it only take 3 minutes to know if you want to deal with some one in my case 30 seconds. I thought me and this guy were destiny we were like an love that was all our own. We had a connection that was so emotional and spiritual that there was no doubt we were meant to be together................... yeah well that was bullshit we fucked like rabbits in lame mens terms and that was it. To make matters worst i am a lil on the chinky side and for me to let a guy see me naked is like a total guard coming off because a guy who can see my rolls i feel can see my heart,well that was also a shock becasuse he never once said anything negative about my size and i think that is what made me fall so for him. In the end i now kow that i should have been a lil careful when it came to giving my super sized goodies away, but hell dont we al make mistake .........but giving my virginity to this guy was an absolute tragedy!
Tommorow: find out more about me stay tuned it will get very interesting!
Anywho.. a lil about me. I a a 20 year old college student that live in the wonderful(i say that loosely!) and exciting city of philadelphia. I have been raised here in the city of brotherly hate and for those who live in philly u know philly is not filled woth love but with haters and very aggressive and ultra dramatic people. Anyway topic of todays blog: The reason i am so damn pissed!
Have you ever just looked at your surroundings and knew that something was wrong with it. I come from a middle class home, very well educated parents but yet i feel i am still amoung a bunch of dumbasses. lol! I mean i cant understand how such intelligent people are so incapable of seeing that thier family is so fucked up! Take me for example i may come off as this super happy person that only sees clouds and rainbows and shit.... but for real i am dying to just go somewhere else and just start over never to be known as my identity that i am today.
This summer has been a summer of all summers, i have been in love twice .. yes twice in a matter of 4 months i have loved and i have lost. Whoever said love is blind really understated it.
I first dated this guy (who shall rename nameles) He was everything i thought i wanted. Nice , smart with the poetry that would make any girl give it up on the first date if allowed! I assumed that my emotions for him was real and genuine and that he felt the same, being that the first date we had sex, i swore that was like the icing you know. people say it only take 3 minutes to know if you want to deal with some one in my case 30 seconds. I thought me and this guy were destiny we were like an love that was all our own. We had a connection that was so emotional and spiritual that there was no doubt we were meant to be together................... yeah well that was bullshit we fucked like rabbits in lame mens terms and that was it. To make matters worst i am a lil on the chinky side and for me to let a guy see me naked is like a total guard coming off because a guy who can see my rolls i feel can see my heart,well that was also a shock becasuse he never once said anything negative about my size and i think that is what made me fall so for him. In the end i now kow that i should have been a lil careful when it came to giving my super sized goodies away, but hell dont we al make mistake .........but giving my virginity to this guy was an absolute tragedy!
Tommorow: find out more about me stay tuned it will get very interesting!
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